Biggest/most recent: These are the jeans I bought this past summer. I have only two pair, as even when I bought them, I was already thinking that I would lose weight. Of course at that point I was only fantasizing. Losing weight was as realistic a thought as dating George Clooney. But now that I am actively involved in getting thinner, the jeans no longer fit, and have been moved from my active drawer, to the back of my closet, where I hope they will stay.
Size 30: I bought this series of jeans two summers ago. I am wearing these now, and they are beginning to feel a little loose.
Size 29: This is the size I have worn most of my adult life. This afternoon I took a pair from my closet and put them on. I could squeeze into them and even go out in them. I did, for about 20 minutes. But they are not comfortable. I’m hoping that in another 5-7 pounds I’ll be wearing them most of the time.
Size 28: I love being this size but can only remember twice in my life when I was: in 1989 when I first met and started dating Alexander’s father. I was so in love I couldn’t eat. And again in 2006, when I was so anxious that I had zero interest in food. If I ever get to this size again, I’ll be there in a healthier state.
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